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Deishi Merzuyeva

by Manicslut

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1.
Sea 04:14
SEA : Kill finally and finally Tenderly, kill If not now, then when, or what My infections to hands, to crows, I scratched them out long ago. Who’s? fuck, deafness, my whole, fuck. I cloth them over, no pryings to my sockets. A rock no, more familiar. No, no, no no no no… Not like it’s happened, and no for the terror her hair ocean wet, half submerged in sand and all dead, as, dead, as don’t, as, i, have, no, eyes, as, i’ll never… Kill, finally and finally tenderly, kill. My hallows ace to loss, vibrance, To know this one closer than closer, meek blood, i call.
2.
Precious 04:32
PRECIOUS : Heart-afice, my furnace eats you all, all, all, up Capillaries haste, to extend, to one who’ll just be. So none is ghost. Gurgle up to my side cancer affects, this Bed. Precious, spoke-less vanish, my better man maker, never, no never lower whisper. Our’s got complex, but i’m still writing till it makes no point. Heart-afice, my furnace eats you all, all, all, up
3.
Untitled3 04:30
UNTITLED3 : Muscle, un-muscle, body, un-body. You’ve felt this all before. How, could i. un-possessed, re-live, platonics. I never said i would ride. Not one to leave it just, alone. How, could i. un-possessed, re-live, platonics. fuck me over my own hymn. life ours, exorcism. fuck me over track this hymn. Braid dem, bath you, collapse’n save dem. decided, not to name it! Violate and decided, I wasn’t fucking there. All along, a split consuming all and all is trusting. all i wanted was veins intimate
4.
Give 03:34
GIVE : So, it comes to you. I’m pathetic, (was). I’ll burden to burn infection to cause vast, empathetic. To exorcism, this, to all this Is a dedication, a fixing element. An ugly expression of an ugly life. Now who’s to take it’s charge? check it’s veins, make its gouge, love. like breaking was never, not once an option.(x2) Here, i give I am naked, death, collapsing. (x2) i wont do this without you
5.
Barn 01:18
BARN : Rose water my cup I say a bitch my reflection is ghost all the way to the post “everytimeihearyourbreathingitmakesmelessexcited” Pension and pose Rock it Dick uterus, damn. Till they burn the barn like “Yes!” i am numb like you
6.
Blush 04:04
BLUSH : I bull a route, oh god… It’s another, but it’s not. Pale face. The compact, couldn’t help, privacy So what the hell I’m not, a perfect man oh, love adjust. What’s under-lash without breath, un-discussed, perfect blush. In a box, inna gut in always, i write. the response lacks presence, clairvoyance; black clothed ax man: “who the fuck are you? To think you could…” What’s under-lash without breath, un-discussed, perfect blush, perfect, blush. lose grip, on the loss limp blame simp, i’m glib, Grab it out the opal, lives to slay again. I’ll germinate, like constante, “girl…’ re-be phoenix. ‘… riders coming!”
7.
Sleep 02:36
SLEEP : It doesn’t make any, and i wouldn’t But i guess i did make you. I am my own rapist. I mean-less knowledge gone but know I’va all this living left the fuck down the guts of a black dog I’d suckle, to forget all i ever beat and abuse is a blade for two Bag on my back, badge at my door, Mexico couldn’t hide, all this shit, that infests I’m sorry but you’ll never know I’m rotting. A man’s life a bad addiction. Vulture out my body. Fuck it, gotta six feet this. I’m not a marionette. My body splits up wish not my cuss This pit eats me while i try to sleep, nonononono no! No more no more no more no more
8.
Swallows 04:12
SWALLOWS : Don’t be so, and i won’t I promise, large and, bird-like. Caresses blood thicken rush, lossen. My legs seize up lace me up sarcophagus, ligaments, swallows, corpses, a spring lawn expressionist. A heap of cotton sheets a good dress in un-use why so immature? I will write to you, after deaths. Cloths for a chest support, romance-less idiot palpitates my knife blade when it all falls un-charmed Don’t dare spirit my harp. Silhouette a carved away distance aching and an aching without regrets now swallow loss loss Don’t be so, and i won’t I promise, large and, bird-like. Caresses blood thicken rush, lossen.
9.
Gloss 03:21
Gloss : Retch and shit like a slave in capture but all their cloths. Don’t we wish we wish, to see were shit goes. I’ll take you back, if i cared While they’re so lost, and she’s so lost, while they’re so lost, why she so lost. And are we all the ten million ran though with a rod on the shore [ i remembered this… (manicslut parable of fishing) {Then, reanimate, in a dress of, pure fishnet, in the dark, of a black, beach, dim lit. Fuck, it, make nothing, of it} ] Drop a kiss to the clams And tie your body up in seaweed. Fuck our lives like two faceless screens of white. Fuck our lives like two crows, gloss black eyes. Fuck our lives like two paces, from the cliff at night.
10.
AND YOU BEOCME A LADDER : Who are you? My word given to discover desire. Undercut this inhibiting wall to my inhibition. Could i think this? To scream it in a distorted cloud of expression, seed growths, a once truth, a dedication, yet unmatched, and not up-taken. I thank you. Could i learn your complexity didactically care dramatically till you feel entombed in warmth… let me exorcise this suffer out of me: “hold me” i ask

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released September 5, 2018

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